hmm.. tml chem.. wed hist.. fri sci ppr 1... dan.. finally. haha.. can go choinging liao.. but still damn long leh.. fook fook fook.. me kinda stressed mentally.. emotionally. and physically. the late nite runs are killing me.. having aches in the stomach.. wow.. finally they're getting to me.. after 3 4 mths?? kaoz.. can die man. nwae.. me really friggin crap now.. really got no mood to study.. and all.. dunno why.. these Os.. not at peak performance.. y?? meaning.. im gonna retake me Os next yr.. no shame in it tho.. i hope.. but who cares abt me anywae?? no one does.. kaoz.... how to get beack to my happy mood?? my usual mood?? or me?? HELP!! anyone can help me?? suggestions anyone?? kaoz. i dunno lar. me just wanna go chionging after teh Os.. get drunk.(again, but this time w frens..) go do stupid dares like kissing frens gfs again.. without a care in the world.. or pple... and mabbie get jailed for a mth or so.. nearly went once.. haha.. can't forget it... but dun wanna be reminded...
choices are easy to make.. however.. teh consequences are hard.. like.. for example.. to go to california for a mth or so...i dun mind.. go and forget things i wanna forget.. secondly.. to leave the pple i grew up w permantly? i dunno.. stil thinking hard... but i'll be gone for a while.. hopefully.. pple dun pang seh me.. =D ciao peeps.... me off to slack... and to mug.. hopefully..... =P