saw a my fren's msn nick.. "stop thinking to solve all your problems." haha.. if onli thinking is just an on off switch... crap man.. everything im doing now is just a chore.. i just wanna be alone.. its better..
as if i dun have enough shit.. i get more fm work... the farkers rediculed me.. made me do shit.. and more shit.. onli thing is nv clean shit.. they dun pay me to clean shit.. but to do shit.. like this.. im under 2 different pple.. morning joanne, afternoon regina.. (names sounds fuckable.. but sry peeps.. she isn't) nwae.. i was just walking past the plc where they keep their stationary.. and heard joanne telling another temp.. "bu yao dong.. bu yao dong!" (translated.. it means dun touch it.. dun touch it..) dan she saw me walk by.. dan " dom arh.. hao, hao... lai bang wo nai dong ci" (translated means.. dom arh.. gd gd.. come help me take things..) and FUCK!! its the same thing tt she told the other temp guy not to take.. or touch.. as if i dun have enough shit up my ass....... gimme mopre shit.. if i break down.. which may be well soon.. cos i noe i really cannot take it anymore.. i really dun have they friggin str to hold on liao.. too tired and weary..and lacking confidence... and feeling faithless.. and "God.. if u wanna grab my attn.. pls dun use a cruel sick joke on me anymore.. " i really dunno.. im telling myself tt there is a reason.. i noe.. why this way? surely there are other ways tt will grab my attn.. i dunno anymore.. im too afraid to do my QT cos i dun wanna hear a negative fm Him.. im just backsliding.. fark fark fark.. i dun care.. nor do i wanna rake it up liao.. wadeva it is.. im gonna go past it.. as long as i get thru this.. i dun farking care who suffers for me to get thru this.. i dun give a DAMN..
haven't blogged abt work.. haha.. work is crap.. onli motivation is myself.. and some gals.. haha.. FINE... 20 something pple.. haha.. but hell.. they are like.. solid man.. there's this gal called joan and cyntia.. freak.. they like.. have perfect breast.. (guys.. start drooling) i mean.. looks kinda well shaped and all.. haha.. and joanne.. (another one.. ) has a nice butt. haha.. looks firm man.. haha.. and erm.. there another worker.. either sandy or sally.. who's just right.. haha.. i mean.. nice personality.. nice figure.. guys ard 20 something.. consider her man.. quite pretty too.. o yea.. and there's this lady.. quite chio one lar.. haha.. when we pass each other's paths.. she wld like.. smile at me.. haha.. suddenly lor.. like.. ytd started.. and hell.. a sweet smile too.. freak.. if im like.. 20 something too.. i'll consider her too.. haha.. got pretty gals at my workplc lar.. so guys.. pls consider my work plc.. haha.. onli warning.. if ur 20 something dan likely u can get ur future mate there.. haha.lolX..
guess thats abt it lar.. i just wanna be alone for a while.. so pls dun bother me.. unless its like.. damn bloodly impt.. .. happy CNY btw..