im struggling..

the wanting to..

i wanna.

i have to

but..

my head said..

nahah..

i dont think you shd

cos.

it might send a wrong signal

and yea..

guess it did.

when i dint msg yoo..



was walking thru the neighbourhood last night

seems like a nice plc to walk ard

the coolness of it

the tranquilety

ohh.

the irony

the peace that surrounds me

doesn't seem to calm me

the turmoil of everything swivling ard inside of me

everything

in my mind

i hope yoo are well

i pray yoo'll be fine

i pray.

and i pray

for yoo..

to come back.............

to be here with me...


my hp just stares at me

the msg i've written

its just there..

for all to see

for me to ponder

for me to think

and for me

to know that i've failed.


terribly

whenallyoo'vewantedwassomebodywhocares



HA

yea

its

supposed

to

be

me

and

yet

i

din

appear



how ironic

i promised yoo..


and i failed yoo






imfallingimfallingimfallnigdown



i love yoo*