damn.. really got no mood to do much liao.. after what happen.. like.. last nite.. at abt 2.. and just onli. wad i saw. really got no mood to do much... haiz... haiya.. i really dunno wad to do.. wanna like... try again.. but i noe tt chances of it working out is like.. 0.00001% lor.. its almost impossible.. but NOT impossible.. so long the Boss man up there says 'yes"..
hmm.. wad shd i do? anyway.. broke up with liz at like.. 2 am.. can't believe i did that.. she was such a sweet person.. but i din wanna give her anymore false hopes liao.. sori liz.. ur a swell gal..
hmm.... nth much hpned at sch... came back.. mugged for like.. abt 1 hr.. dan slped.. haha.. was woken up by my 2 young cuz.. haha.. it was dan i realised that b4.. when i was with HER.. wld msg her.. telling her tt my irritating cuz( act their qiuite sweet.. coz their like.. 3 & 5 respectivly..) just woke me up.. and SHE wld comfort me kinda thing.. now.. i dun get that prevailage..and i get depressed.. but since i wanted to do things this way.. i have to live by my dicision.. and i gotta face the consequences... i HATE WHATS HAPPENING!! at least to me and HER... =(

haiz... after one bad patch.. (liz) came online to get another bad patch.. nearly freaked out when i saw HER nick.. i really dunno wad to do lar... haiz.. no mood liao... think abt it like. makes me extra depressed... so.. mabbie off to mug for like... 2 hrs to get my mind off everything.. and yar.. trust that God has a better plan for us both..

can't resist to say tt i still love YOU.. i really do..