hmm.. noe tt im not supposed to blog for a long time till after my Os.. but i nd to lash things out.. so i do it here.. haha..
nway.. had sci pract today.. all in all was alrite.. excpt tt my density was like.. 1g/cm3 and my solid X was ammonia salt.. shit rite?? ammonium become ammonia.. WTF man.. kao.. cannot make it liao.. dan had to wait for like... eternaity to be dismissed... cos i was in the 1st shift.. but watched shrek and harry potter.. and sim guat eng cooked bee hoon for us... nice teacher she is.. tts precisly one of the reasons why i choose history instead of gg.. haha..
came back dan went to church to study.. on the way.. met jasmine.. she is much prettier dan b4.. (fyi.. she was my 1st ex) and we were like... hi.. dan had a v short chat.. and yea.. got along real find.. (btw.. meet her like.. last wk.. and we were like.. gd frens again..haha) hmmm. altho we broke up a long time ago.. i found out something really disturbing.. and i can't say it.. and crap.. im beginning to like her.. cos i dunno... ARGH!! but tts not wad i want.. i dunno lar. my heart is telling me to just have hope in the future and like.. in a way.. stay faithful to HER.. but my mind is like.. jas is better.. cos chances of being with HER is slim... argh!! i dunno wad lar.. now i got no mood to blog again.... i just wanna like.. die.... dan all my problems will be solved.. haiz...
dunno wad hpn liao lar. dun wanna think abt it... dad still has my hp.. rather.. gigi is using it. and i dun have any.. and my farking dad kept my prepaid.. WTF man.. kaoz.... haiz.. also realised that i screwed up again.. at least w liane's (koh) blog.. wanted to make her think real hard who i was.. by leaving anonymous notes.. and i screwed it up.. im just a failure lor..
anyway.. realised that since i can't descirbe my moods and thoughts well.. and so.. im looking for songs tt says/portrays my feelings and all.. and its has been all this while.. so.. look at the songs i post.. and u noe my mood/feelings and thoughts..... hais.... i just wanna die die die.. and b4 i do. FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD!!! (some pple are not inclded..)