woah.. like.. almst a week havent blog le.. yupps.. loads has happened during the week sia.. loads..

lets see................. just a brief one here.. =)

tues.. hmmmMm.. the whole morn and afternoon was slacking and rotting ard at home.. yupps.. den at nite went to the black eyed peas concert.. yupps.. man.. the gig was awesome man.. even more fab when your at a concert with someone who has stolen your heart.. ;) lolX..

wed.. hmmM.. went out.. with my dearest cousin.. and slacked ard orchard.. finally got my slippers man.. yupps..

thurs.. if im not wrong.. went over to her hse and was suppose to watch peterpan..(the show) but in the end.. her frens went over.. and yea.. her fren had some problems and all.. yupps.. shant go into tt.. yupps..

fri.. went over to her hse AgAiN.. haha.. lolX.. spent our first mth tgt at her plc.. yupps.. =) got this reallie reallie big bottle of hearts.. (all tgt now.. 1..2..3.... awwwwwwwwwwwwwww soo sweett...... *melts melts*) fm her.. aww.. i so wanted to melt.. but.. nah.. it wun be a nice sight yar? haha..

sat.. hmmmM.. danny's wedding.. (congrats to u and ur wife..) at church.. yupps.. she was like.. gorgous.. man.. wow.. haha.. den had band rehersal.. was okay.. esp sincer uky was the supervisor.. yupps.. den sent her all the way to chinatown.. where she was supposed to meet her parents and have dinner with her fren.. hmmM.. den went for block party.. den slacked ard more.. with kc.. angel and anna.. yupps.. den again.. at st george's roti prata store.. haha..

sun.. had yf.. few stuffs hpn on tt day.. some memoriable.. some not soo.. one meoriable one.. i made up with.. erms.. my ex? yupps.. i did it.. with the help of bady rachel wong.. lolX.. haha.. den.. it was also shannon's baby shower.. bought smthg for her.. some baby toy kinda.. haha.. i dunno how to choose sia.. haha.. lolX.. at nite.. well.. had a mini quarrel.. bleah.. (fyi.. im updating the other blog on it.. yupps)

mon.. went.. rather.. flew over to her plc.. sm stuff hpned.. yupps.. but it ended well.. yupps.. shant elaborate on it le..

tues.. stayed over fm mon at unc's plc again.. once again...... was all alone.. sobz sobz.. worse thg was.. there's no sam tan to ka jiao le.. haiz.. i dunno larh.. i guess.. im just this.. loser? arse? i dunno.. but i guess.. i was wrong? tt i considered him as my best fren? or was i just having a wishful thinking? tt he's my best fren.. well.. i dunno larh.. its almst a mth.. he's doing to me like wad im doing to my ex.. at least.. was.. yupps.. haiz............




how wld you feel if someone.. said sm selfish thgs and directing all his/her pains and hurt towards the person you love? citing you as the reason of why the person's hurt? tt she's hurt cos you're in a relationship with someone she was close too?

you noe wad? i can't stand this kinda pple... backstabers.. tts wad i call them.. act.. why not? you did tt to me 3 times over.. becos of my ex.. aint it? no? 3 times.. i still forgave you.. trusted you.. i guess.. i made the wrong decision.. i dunno why i bother at all? mabbie then.. i nded someone.. and you were there.. yupps.. but now.. u noe wad? you've gone to far.. honestly.. you always go the extra mile.. to pissing/hurting others off.. dont u? lets see.. u like to be honest? rite? u want me to be honest here? u noe wad? i wun.. i shall spare you.. i dun wanna embarrass you at all.. cos tho i dun put ur name in.. your characteristics show tt its you.. doncha noe? i can't believe you're in the family you are at? and your name? i think it shd be called.. lucifer.. or sm sort of thg.. tt has tt same exact meaning... can't be more opposite... your name.. your family.. to think your parents are avid God chasers.. while you.. are........... shant say le.. dun wanna hurt your heart of stone..

i shant say much le.. tml gg sentosa with the usual.. kenneth.. jr.. and prob.. stef.. yups.. the all guys outing.. lolX.. and im broke.. haiz.... bb peeps.....




*you..

i've been smiling
without fail
everywhere i go
the train
the bus
mrt
at home
at sch
at church
everywhere


wanna know the reason why?


its simple


your love
your touch
your kiss

basically

you

and you

you're the reason the sun shines in my life
the reason why the night stars are filled with stars
the reason why i feel as tho i can do almst anythg
the reason why im smiling
the reason is you

i love you