reality biting in

you know
sometimes
when u find the truth
you realise that..
your the cause of it all along
not him
not her
not anyone else
but you.

it aint difficult to swallow
its just that

you want to give your very best
but you dont seem to do it well
you love that person with all your heart
but it doesn't get through

where did i go wrong?
how did i do it wrongly?

its now a qns of what am i gonna do abt it
am i gonna shrugg it off
or am i gonna do something that will make yoo proud of me

im gonna make you proud

this is how my heart is like now


and im sure yoor heart looks like this


fyi: the cars featured is a 2004 lamborghini murcielago and a 2001 porsche boxter.
pics from exoticwrecks.com

not trying to be funny.
but
things aint the same.
and i wanna turn back time

gonna wash my face
and start again

this i promise you

i love you
bare with me.
ill make things right.
this time round.