Here I am
At Your feet
Crying out to You

Draw me near
Hold me close
As I wait on You

For you're my greatest love
Your my comforter and strength
You're the first
You're the last
You're my guiding light

I will run
I will soar
On eagle's wings
As I wait
On You Lord
My strength is restored
Fixed my eyes on You Jesus
As I run this race
Help me fight
This fight of faith







sometimes i jsut dont understand things.
everything is jsut so simple. but why must parents fuck things up?
its like.
your room, everything is so easy to clean, but
they are like.. complaining about every fucking thing?
and they themselves fucking approved of this arrangement?
so its like. every fucking thing they say is sucky,
"aiyah. dusty la. tell you dont bring this and that.."
or..
"your room damn messy leh" when im trying to pack my stuffs
better still
"your lightbulb blown again. what is this" and they say it like its my fault that the fucking lightbulb fucking blown. well fucking done.. maybe i shouldn't like. on the fucking lights. and do every-fucking-thing in darkness. how cool is that?
so im abso-fucking-lutely pissed. can't wait for tml to start.
am so gonna fucking-drink all these fucked up thigngs away..
can't believe im going coccolatte tml
cool.
in-fucking-credible.
totally.
but seriously.
im so fucking pissed.
can someone fucking count the fucking word fuck?
how terrible is that?
20? 30 of them? wow.
i hope no little kid or xiao mei mei/xiao di di come wandering and see this fucking site. they'll be so totally fucked by the fucking words. haha.
like... "mama! what does the word fuck mean? it sounds like a sentence enhancer. can i use it? please please please? may i may i may i?" and they'll just probably use it till the cows fucking comes home. like. "CHER CHER! i learnt my fucking alphabets today! let me tell you what i've fucking learnt! A, B, C, YES CHER! C is for COW! D E F, F is for FUCKINGLY FUCKED!, G" and so on and so forth, and the poor fucked up cher will just be sooo fucked that she'll jsust fuckingly faint.
happily, i just recived spam, and the title of the msg is.. "1NightFuK" like. diao. haha. so fucking-credible. haha. so coincidental. ahaha. fucked up laughing man. haha.

i should stop using the word fuck. but im fucking pissed. real fucking pissed.


haha..

thats not why im blogging. but.. oh well..

i gotta start using my decision making skills. that is. if i do want somethign to happen. haha. =)


can't decide.
can't explain
can't believe this is happening to me right now