its kinda weird. that im suddenly blogging, but hey. this is like. the only outlet i have w/o bothering anyone. man. this sucks. im hungry. and my exams are in 2 weeks, and im intending to go late for my OODP lessons. diao..

but seriously. im having a real hangover, haha. i know i was supposed to drink a lil gin, but. i decided to drink namely.. more. haha. okay. its quite a letdown. i dont usually get hangovers easy, but hey. can't blame me cos i havent been properly drinking since like.. march last year? man. i so totally HATE gin. haha.

RAH!

have you gotten the feeling that, when you want something, something you eyed at for like a billion years, and when you've decided to get that particular somethign, something else just pops up and kinda blows you off course, and now you have a headache. haha.

its like. buying a camera, you want to get a nikon D80, (okay i was really eyeing the D80) and dan the stupid cannon releases their EOS 400D, its like. AH! the 400D looks so much chioer, and now, i wanna get that, plus, their digic 2 chip is way excellenta. rah! its so hard to choose, on one side, the D80 is nice, and really cool. nice features, and a 3D Matrix metering II instd of eval focus like most SLRs. which i think is better, but. hai.. its a tough decision. i mean. function wise, they are almst similar, changeable lenses, and all. prices for their acessories are also about the same. and almst everything. how to choose! price wise, the 400D is slightly more expensive, like, close to 100 odd more. which is oaky. cos if i cld save the money for the D80, its peanuts for 100 bucks more. how to choose? haha. can buy both? haha. for once, jon yang. i kinda understand your plight.! haha. lucky you. can just run away from it.. rah!!!


this really sucks...

oh well... told you im back into boybands again. maybe i should go find like, chinese/jap songs,cos. boybands arent really my type..

one of my favourite song. dedicated to you and you and you..... (yes. 3 diff you)





when you feel all alone
and the world has turned its back on you
give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
i know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
it's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
when darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

let me be the one you call
if you jump i'll break your fall
lift you up and fly away with you into the night
if you need to fall apart
i can mend a broken heart
if you need to crash then crash and burn
you're not alone

when you feel all alone
and a loyal friend is hard to find
you're caught in a one way street
with the monsters in your head
when hopes and dreams are far away and
you feel like you can't face the day

let me be the one you call
if you jump i'll break your fall
lift you up and fly away with you into the night
if you need to fall apart
i can mend a broken heart
if you need to crash then crash and burn
you're not alone

and there has always been heartache and pain
and when it's over you'll breathe again
you'll breath again

when you feel all alone
and the world has turned its back on you
give me a moment please
to tame your wild wild heart

let me be the one you call
if you jump i'll break your fall
lift you up and fly away with you into the night
if you need to fall apart
i can mend a broken heart
if you need to crash then crash and burn
you're not alone