looks like i was rite all along.. and worse thing.. i had this in the back of my mind.. and i actuall ywish tt it wld hpn.. and it did.. and its worse.. reality bites.. i just wanna alive in my fantasy world.. i dun wanna care.. cos im not cared for.. and i shd've stick to my ignorance is bliss.. fark.. if i cld turn back time.. if onli.. well... i can't.. but wad i can do is make it better for others.. i hate to do this.. but well.. i probably dun have much of a choice.. sry...