ytd.. hmm.. went to work.. dan came back cos felt giddy.. regina sent me hm.. =(.. no pay.. sobZ.. nwae.. came hm and slp.. dan went out to meet ujin... jce and angel.. haha.. had a great time with them..
went to city hall to meet them.. while waiting.. i saw rachel.. at least im sure i did.. dammit.. i felt so bad.. after what her friend told me.. im super guilty.. man... she's a les cos of me?? oh man.. i nv tot dumping a girl wld lead to this.. man.. nwae.. waited for them... dan was supposed to go nooch to have dinner.. and guess wad.. saw liane and her friend AGAIN!! oh man.. this is getting worse.. last wk saw her.. this wk saw her again.. and next wk?? nah.. not gg orchard next wk.. haha.. dan went to suntec and had pizza.. and rediculed jce.. not really rediculed.. i mean.. its true rite? she and *ahem* shd i like.. ask him for u jce?? haha.. no offence.. yea.. went to church.. came back.. discussed abt the YF.. yea.. both of us.. yea.. agrees tt the worship team sux.. totally... man.. we give feedback.. they say we biased or wad nots.. for eg.. 2 wks ago.. had a rehearsal... and everyone was playing loudly.. everyone wanted his own instrument loud!! real real loud.. expt henri.. mabbie cos he's new.. i dowanna judge him yet.. but i can safely critisise the rest.. better still.. one of the songs.. the leader wanted the piano and drums to do the intro.. wads wrong here?? the piano and drums?? hello?? please.. piano and drums?? never in my life i've heard of this.. nv once.. i've listened to lottsa songs.. pop.. rock.. soul.. blues.. r&b.. classical.. every genre expt techno.. even tt i listen to just a lil.. i've nv in my life hearda piano and a drum.. man.. i really dunno.. wad's with the worhip team?? why are they there for?? are they doing what is rite?? better still.. i saw someone praying.. using a mic.. and praying loudly.. and all.. to just 2-3 peeps onli.. a mic?? 2 3 pple onli leh.. not the whole yf.. better still.. at first.. to others.. the prayer seems powerful.. and all.. but if u think abt wad the person said.. and all.. issit really the spirit leading?? is it? im wrong to judge.. but this kinda things just wonder thru my mind.. mabbie im biased against this person.. but still.. i really think that person's prayer is for his glory and something lidat.. like the pharasiees who pray loudly and tell the whole world tt they're fasting.. comeon.. why go to such extend?? mic?? on knees? ok.. on knees is okie.. but mic?? and the words this person used.. i really dunno wad the yf is becoming too.. growing?? gimme evidence.. if not.. like wad sam says.. its shrinking.. the main ones is growing.. but yf?? i dun think so.. wad it really is.. blunt and all.. its sucks!! SUCKS!! totally.. they need to get their act together and for the rite reasons.. tts it... yea.. admittingly.. me too... at times.. and when i realized tt i'm so wrong.. i correct it.. i confess i do those kinda stuff too.. but always?? no.. yea... call me a hypocrite.. and all.. wadeva.. i dun care..

andrew/jon/aaron/whoever is involved in the worship (esp those in leadedrship postitions) the yf worship SUCKS BIG TIME!!! (can someone pls tell them tt?? they wun listen to me or sam.. thks..)