think about this scenerio.

you are the head of a IT department. and you realise that your company's network is sluggish, and slow. so you decide to conduct and investigation. you find out that the reason for the sluggish network is due to the employees watching youtube, chatting on msn, and viewing friendster and hi5 profiles. not that they are not doing work, but by streaming videos and music, the employees are eating up the company's bandwidth, forcing the people who really needs the bandwidth to be less productive.

so you've decided to be the well, bad guy, and start blocking connection to youtube (208.65.152.0/22) and hi5 (204.13.51.241, 66.28.245.26) sites.

so now, even though the bandwidth is better, the people there hates you. they find you a bad guy. its alright. you'll point to the company's policy and ta-da, you go scot free.

but think about it. you have the right and power to do that, but however, when you get into your office, you switch to youtube and start streaming videos. yes, 1 person streaming isn't going to affect the bandwidth much, but. think about it.




you are the only one who blocked the HTTP site connection, however, you are the only one who KNOWS how to GET AROUND the site connection also. right? ironic right?

think about it.


i guess its kinda. hypocritical..

seriously. i can't exactly rmb what the word was, but yea. i think its like, you as the leader, have to lead with responsibility, and you have to do exactly what you said everyone shd do. you shouldn't by-pass that cos only you know how too, but rather. you shd "suffer" with your fellow friends and colleagues.

i guess you shd, lead with example. i mean, the people around you will take notice and see that you've humbled yourself to do it.

yea.



anyway.

was supposed to go mos today.

but i didn't really wanted to go.

i just didn't have the mood,
nor financially strong today.. =x

but seriously.

i'm kinda like..

tired of the way im living my life.

tired of making the things i want work

tired of just wandering around aimlessly.

tired of the everything.

tired.

really really..

tired.

mentally physically emotionally and spiritually


total burnt out.

and freaking i didn't even do much.


dont know why.

i kinda agree with what sam says?

repulsivity = stupidity. haah. kinda sucky. but. isn't it true?






i guess. the higher your hopes are.



the harder they fall.



goodnight











i wish the truth will be out. for me, for you to know.

but.

in the words of homer simpson,

you want the truth? you want the truth? you CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH.


can i?

can you?