this will definately be the last post in this particular blog.

so i guess i'll end it in a dramatic fashion.

but before i do, i would like to let you guys know that it is currently, 3.42am in the morning, 21st of march 2007. my flight will be at 2.10pm later. in around 10 hours time.

yea. i'm still packing and doing some stuffs
but i absolutely cannot stop thinking about certain stuffs
but i guess, thats what is happening right now.
i must stop.
and i must move on. =D

so i'll leave you with a song, a song that tells you what im feeling. its not the words, rather, not JUST the words. its the meaning of the video itself.

miss me will ya? but i know you wont.




on the mirror:
"il m'aime" — he loves me ...
on her hand:
"un peu" — ... just a little bit?
painted on the wall:
"beaucoup" — ... a lot?
on her arm:
"passionément" — ... passionately?
cut into her leg:
"a la folie" — ... unto madness?
on the mirror, she adds:
"il m'aime ... pas du tout" — he does not love me at all.

*the game of. love me, love me not

And it came to me then that every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
That I’ve already taken too much today
As each descending peak on the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

‘Cause there’s no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes ‘round and everyone lift their heads
But I’m thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die

So who’s gonna watch you die?
So whos gonna watch you die

and you love me not

so i'll move on.

im now residing here : www.urbanlegendmyths.blogspot.com