jealously reared its ugly head........ (in a way)

we were there.. aunty dawn.. posh jie.. angel and me.. was giving posh mum's a tour rnd church.. was going to the rooftop.. when all of a freaking sudden.. a wave of emotions just hit me.. memories just washed back into my mind.. the times where we wld just sit ard at the steps.. just talking.. being there for each other.. and i wld just let her talk.. just to hear her voice.. or the rooftop.. just sit ard.. soaking in the sun.. having fun.. jking rnd.. now.. than.. the feelings just pure pain.. and hurt.. but guess wad?? she doesn't give a damn.. at least i think so.. i dunno.. why am i doing this when im giving a tour?? why shd this kinda emotions just come up fm no where.. when its not there just 10 mins ago.. i was happy.. smiling.. like dis --> =) why?? questions just pop up..

i guess im just too stubbon.. im not giving in to anything.. emotions.. peer pressure.. NTH.. nth at all.. no one can.. nwae.. im not gonna apologize.. no sorries.. just.. goodbye.. and a promise tt i'll nv say hi nmore................

ripped this fm jie's blog..

if a person really IS that important to you. then like. why would you give up so soon?
smthg to ponder abt.. but i noe the ans.. i think i've told u(jie) my ans..yea...

wad the H E double hockey sticks... things have past.. and shd let the past be wad it reallie in fact is.. the past.. yea...

i dunno.. many stuff hpns today.. many errm.. feelings if tt the correct way to put it.. jie and angel came over to my hse.. to wad?? of all things.. clean up my room.. omfg,,, i can't believe it.. lolX.. -mouth opens wide... dan went to reward them at pizza hut.. yea.. i guess tts abt the most hmm.. touching thg tt hpn today.. lolx.. thks gers..

EAMON - Fuck It (I Don't Want you back)
ps... part of the song lyrics are shown

[V1]
See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel

[C]
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack

[V2]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me,