why must everything i do have such a bitter and hurtful ending??

life is just.. life.. and as usual.. it sucks.. better still.. why must it suck when i think or trying to do the right thing??

i just hope tt this feeling will not leave.. tt it wun be those kinda things tt lasts for onli just a short while.. a wk.. a mth.. hope it'll last.. for like.. forever.. i dun wanna lose feelings and frenships tt means the world to me.. haiz.. im just crapping.. everythign out.. and not putting it nicely laying it out nicely..

i'm starting to miss u guys.. every single one of u.. sch frens.. and other frens.. im slowly becoming wad i was b4.. a loner.. and i guess i shd just stay tt way... its better for the loads of u. i shdve done tt earlier.. so i wldnt hurt nmore pple..

Here I Am To Worship - Tim Hughes

VERSE 1:
Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes, let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You

CHORUS:
Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

VERSE 2:
King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in Heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

BRIDGE:
Ill never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

sam.. this better?? lolX.. im just being crazy larh.. haha....