how can u wanna save smthg tt dun exist??
tts the onli Q im asking myself.. how can u save smthg tt dun exist??
u wanna do smthg abt it?? it doesn't exist..
so.. a simple Qn to u.. does it exist??
simple Q.. simple ans --- NO..
so.. tell me.. save WAD frenship??

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man.. can't believe i skipped soccer again to meet up w jie.. haiz.. tsk tsk tsk.. can't believe it.. at all.. haiz...
life is just getting.. worse in some sense.. better in another..
worse.. meaning.. im knowing stuff i shdn't noe.. thgs tt can.. well.. cause certain thgs tt i dun wanna hpn hpn.. haiz.. dunno larh..
better.. im happier? as in.. for longer periods of time?? haha.. i dunno..

haha.. dang.. got ger ask my number leh.. lolX.. whee... haha.. lolX..here's wad hpned:
morn.. lil sis got dedi service at LSBC.. so went over to LSBC to see the servcice..
den after teh whole thg.. her coy wanted to take pics larh..so my mum.. kinda.. made me take pics..
so was taking... rather.. taking in progress.. when this ger came and like.. u taking pics too? cool..
i was like.. huh?? more blur den nthg.. (as usual) hmmM.. cont taking.. so she kinda like.. asked me to go to the front row w her to take pics larh.. so yea.. went w her to front row to take.. den showed her the pics.. den after tt.. she went like.. nice.. (pics..) send to me.. i was like.. okie.. but how? den she gave me her number.. and asked for my number.. i was like.. err... okkkaaayyyy....... haha.. yupps.. haha...

i still want contacts and oaklys/ray-ban!!!

someone asked me this.. if i cld turn time back.. wld i still do it? like.. jio her still?? and.. wad if history repeats itself.. rite here.. rite now.. with smone else tho.. who's equally.. if not.. closer to me..
my ans.. if i cld turn back time.. i wun do it.. i wld just stay as frens.. but wad the heck.. its over.. and no pt dwelling upon it..
if history repeats itself.. hmmM.. im not gonna say no.. or reject smone w/o a valid reason.. im not tt kinda guy.. hmmM.. guess i'll prob look at the factors.. the impt ones.. most prob.. im willing to give it a go.. no pt letting the past hurt me and affect me now.. and esp if there's a high chance tt the rship might last a long long time..hopfully till the day we die.. lolX.. tts a bit too far off.. but yea.. and/but most impt.. is she the person God has chosen for me?? so i guess i'll cont praying hard.. .and well.. let God work His wonders.. all i can do now is ask Him to open certain doors.. but some im not sure.. if i shd... if it ever shd be opened.. haiz.............. God.. pls work im my life.. work Your wonders in my life.. lemme be a testi to others.. tt Your a God tt loves us.. so much.. tt You've sent Your Son to die on the cross.. to prove Your love for us.. Lord.. You are awesome.. and I stand in awe.. amazed.. at the glory of Your wonderful kindness.. grace.. and mercy..