have you wished that.

all your wishes will come true?

well, i have, but sadly. its still a wish.

"Goals that are not written down are just wishes"


but i disagree. a wish is something that you'll probably never have. or ever could get, but you wish you could have it. you just want it so bad, but, you will never, almost ever, have or ever attain it.

but a man who wishes that its true, or will come true, will generally think that it will be true. or is true.

"A man is his own easiest dupe, for what he wishes to be true he generally believes to be true" Demosthenes

even Demosthenes agrees with me. for one who is considered to be the greatest orator of ancient Greece from 384bc to 322bc to say this statement. its really something that human beings cannot shake off. i mean, yea, people live in self-denial, and though they know, they still think that what is false is true, and what is true is false, decieving themselves all over again. and it is a vicious cycle.

so what is the solution one may ask..

well, one of the solution is too, well, make sure that you KNOW that you are living in a world of fantasy and dreams. one that can probably never happen. though there doth are exceptions, but, usually, for the average person, nope. so once you know that you are living in a world of fantasy, where you believe that your wishes will come true. you have to give that hope up, because. it might never happen. rather. it will probably never ever happen.

the next solution is too, find out whether what you wish for is true? for eg, you wish that a particular girl likes you, so instd of just wishing that she does, you ask her. and you will know the answer well enough. get the picture? wonderfully fantasically great!

i've been pretty much in a state of confusion lately. i would really like to elaborate on this topic, but i know that if i do, it would be a topic that would haunt, might haunt a particular someone. esp if i were to reveal the name. but gist of this confusion is this, and i'll be pretty straight fwd. cos im sure theres people out there, too pai seh to ask WHO is she, and yet kapo enough to wanna know WHO she is.

but yea, im sorry, no names will be out, no noticeable things will be said. =)

basically, there's a girl i like. period.
=)


yupps.. i think i've said enough. =) if she's reading this, i think she might know who she is, and till now, i THINK she probably doesn't know that it is her that i like.=D so complicated right? haha.

yes. thats my life. complicated. =D



so i guess, by going on this mission trip, kinda hope to leave my troubles behind? that is, if there still is. but yea.
thats so.. selfish! haha. but definately thats not my ONLY reason. =D

nights all